Insanity sometimes is simply no reason in various forms.
Johann Wolfgang Goethe
Then really mad
you look in the eyes and say everything that you thought never 
to say, your words will sound like judgments, will resound the echoes of the past and not be clouded eyes, no legs tremble, the expression of coldness which had for you since the whole "it" clearly does not break and tells you what you already knew: "I'll never accept." Nods while the heart refuses to accept the reality we face now, the distance you see at every moment but between you and the abysmal, to which both admired and still admire, who do you love but could never tell. Look to your left and she is there, stop and see her shock, her mouth come to claim your "treason", tells you a thousand times you failed, I say in silence, in looks, words, tears and gestures of sorrow, his eyes invade your soul with a grief and a dark cloud that you can not explain, until you get to feel guilty and doubt for a moment. It hurts just leave and leave your bed, your furniture, home smell you recognize today and before did not feel, your walls full of memories and moments eternal, everything becomes chaos in the mind and spirit, doubts again, you wonder to do again and again and it all sounds like a constant, repetitive and emphatic song without end, your brothers that you love so you understand now you seem so far away and longing your ideals have become so big and strong are you now hold. And still do not know if you can give in to the feelings in the mother without giving reason.
to say, your words will sound like judgments, will resound the echoes of the past and not be clouded eyes, no legs tremble, the expression of coldness which had for you since the whole "it" clearly does not break and tells you what you already knew: "I'll never accept." Nods while the heart refuses to accept the reality we face now, the distance you see at every moment but between you and the abysmal, to which both admired and still admire, who do you love but could never tell. Look to your left and she is there, stop and see her shock, her mouth come to claim your "treason", tells you a thousand times you failed, I say in silence, in looks, words, tears and gestures of sorrow, his eyes invade your soul with a grief and a dark cloud that you can not explain, until you get to feel guilty and doubt for a moment. It hurts just leave and leave your bed, your furniture, home smell you recognize today and before did not feel, your walls full of memories and moments eternal, everything becomes chaos in the mind and spirit, doubts again, you wonder to do again and again and it all sounds like a constant, repetitive and emphatic song without end, your brothers that you love so you understand now you seem so far away and longing your ideals have become so big and strong are you now hold. And still do not know if you can give in to the feelings in the mother without giving reason. Hiciste bags, clenched teeth with all the strength you had left, and with water in his eyes said goodbye.
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